the infamous job search

my title would give you the impression that im actually involved in the process of finding a job, but dont be deceieved. im still at that pre-looking for a job stage but im at least considering it more lately. maybe because its august and i wasted away my whole summer without making any progress...yeah. my friend petie and i came up with a theory that finding a job is like running. for us, we dont like running...we hate running. you know you should run bc its supposedly one of the best overall body workouts for you however you will do whatever you can to not do it or talk yourself outta it. you dont even really enjoy it while youre doing it but at least its not as bad once you get started. then when youre done, although youre a sweaty mess, youre glad you did it. compare that to finding a job...its quite similar. so i think my problem is that i just cant get started. i feel like once i actually start then ill realize its not as bad as i fear. so with some help and advice from friends i have some goals and challenges ahead of me including putting together a resume...searching thru the classifieds etc. i think my biggest problem in all of this is that i really dont know what i want to do. really. nothing really stands out more than anything else to me right now. so ive been trying to think of things im either good at or really like to try and figure out a possible career. what i have so far is...i think i would like event planning..i like administrative type responsibilities...and i like puppies. so if you can think of something that woould encompass either one or all of those things, that would be awesome. i know the puppies thing really throws the thing off a little but whatever. ...in other news...im staying at peties and above her front door is a birdie nest and last nite my friend bryan came over and the bird decided to come in too. yeah that was quite an experience. having a freaked out bird flying frantically around the house is a stressful experience. seeing bryan jump around and try to catch the bird mid air while i was just yelling at the bird to go back outside...yeah try to picture that.

what else...its birthday season. i thought july was a big month for birthdays bc half my family was born in july it seems and a couple of my close friends. but then august came around and i realized that even more people were born then. so happy birthday morgan, kel, harm, patin, ruth, and christian.

ok well i gotta get ready for another exciting day at heb. my favorite question these days is, "didnt you graduate??" yeah...i think im going to start lying.