this one goes out to kelly miller..

kelly lynn...i will miss you more than you know. i dont think i have laughed as hard as i did tonite in a long time. and i think i give kel most of the credit for that. my roommates and i are putting on a garage sale which we're pretty excited about. you wouldnt think 3 college girls would have a lot of stuff, but thats where youre wrong. kel is an amazing packrat and hasnt stopped pulling out more crap from who knows where to sell. we're talking hideous clothes, makeup from HS, you name it. eileen brought stuff from dallas to sell and i get in these moods where i want to basically own nothing i guess so i end up deciding i dont REALLY need a lot of my stuff. i think i have more stuff to sell than i have in my room. its all about the money. we're all dirt poor and so any extra income would be great. except kel who's already in the hole bc she keeps buying our stuff! you know that saying, 'one mans trash is another mans treasure'? well, me and eileens trash is kellys treasure. gotta love her. the best part is when you have that sentimental piece of clothing or object and you kinda want to keep it but you pass it by your roommates for approval and before you can even give a justification for wanting to keep it, youre met with 'no, nope, thats the ugliest thing ive ever seen, youve got to be kidding, how old is that, please tell me youre joking' thats when you just agree and say, yeah...ill trash it...but secretly you hide it in your closet bc theres no way youre letting go of it.

so thats been fun. everyone else has been studying for finals so its given us something to occupy our time since no one will play with us. speaking of..finals. it was nice not to have any of those. no more studying. thats such a great thing. but its not like this huge difference in your life. you dont really realize that you arent having to study even though everyone else is. its just kinda normal. kinda hard to explain..i guess youll just have to find out for yourself when you get to that point.

so im moving in two days to austin and im pretty excited. sad to leave all my friends for sure but luckily i am going to be living with super fun morgan johnson and will be enjoying my new home with fellow austin friends. im looking forward to being closer to the fam and being able to start a 'new chapter' of my life in a familiar place. new chapter basically meaning life away from college life and hopefully entering the 'real job' world in the near future. until that happens though ill probably make some trips back to good ole cs bc honestly i know ill miss it and the people there.

so thats what my life consists of now. still looking for a job and still havent heard back from either place i interviewed with. needing to pack but having a hard time as usual. wasting time on facebook and kinda wishing i never knew about it bc its so addictive. for now...off to bed bc im running on 2 hours of sleep and i think im delirious...