because i have no life..

or rather, because i have no job, im struggling to convince myself that i have a purpose. therefore i have resorted to craft projects, cleaning, getting addicted to more tv shows than one normal person could handle, and prostitution. ok really just the last three. kidding..first three, first three...

here is an example of a photo project i did. if you look closely (and you can if you click on the pic itself) you will see that it's actually a collage of about 20 pics, not just one. and i promise, it's trickier than you think to match up all those pics so that borders match up...and don't look too closely b/c you'll see my mistakes. but nevertheless it was kinda fun and it looks pretty cool if you ask me. and in my other spare time im still enduring the job hunt. to be honest it's getting a little frustrating and im being reminded why i was wanting to secure a new job before i quit my last one..well, until i got laid off and my plan got all screwed up. so yeah...and my dad said that the one thing i wouldn't want to do is be unemployed for a long time. ok that sounds like an obvious statement. sure you don't want to be unemployed bc well, you don't have an income. but what i think he was saying and what im realizing is, the longer you are jobless, the less amount of motivation, hope, and confidence you have in getting that new, great, better than the last, job. and sure i know that the Lord in sovereign, that He has a plan, and that i need to trust Him in this whole process. but at the same time, it sure can get frustrating when you are entering your fourth week of unemployment and out of 15+ places you have applied to, you have received close to 0 responses back.

but i won't lose hope, although i know it sounds like i already have. i mean, i still need a job right? so..here's to hoping that that is going to happen fairly soon. cheers.